It's just one of those...

days, weeks, months....
Oh I could so go on.
and on
and on

but I won't


Because I'm depressed enough as it is, no sense making myself feel worse.

A couple of you know what's going on
and it's oh so more than I've let on
and it's definitely NOT just because tomorrow's Friday and that asshat is getting out from prison.

For when it rains
it pours
and these days we've had to refresh our memories on what a cubit is, it's that bad.

An asshat getting free
another asshat from the other side of our family slinging BS and causing a Civil War in the family (it's literally brother against brother)
neither of us knowing quite how to handle it
and seeing each other in pain
because of not only our own hurts, but because we hurt for each others problems too.


And suddenly I'm talking, not in my usual complete sentences
but in the little fragments that one of my other friends uses

Suddenly I understand
why her communications get like this when she's upset...

This is gonna be a long battle folks
and here I was doing so well


Instead of closing out this on such a shadowy note
I'm going to share a song... something uplifting
She's not my absolute favorite artist
so few of her songs I like enough to drop the money for the cd
However, I found that I like more than half this newest album...
and this song
is my favorite.


Toriz said...


I wish I could do more; even say something helpful. But I can't. I can only offer hugs, and say that I'm sorry to hear you're having such a bad time. And that I'm sorry you're hurting so much. So that's what I'm going to do... In fact, I just did it!


Intense Guy said...

Tori says it so well.

Hugs ya tight. Wish I could help. Seems the best one can do is just escape for a while - disappear into the nearby places of quiet and solitude. Remember you got each other and you got friends...

Hugs ya again and again.

Deanna said...

I'm sorry for all of your pain, Styxie. I wish there was something I could do to ease it all. I'll pray to God to give you the strength to stay strong and to find an extra inner strength that you didn't know you have. Hugs hugs dear.


LadyStyx said...

Prayers and lit candles are always welcome. Thanks.

ChicagoLady said...

Hugs and prayers are being sent your way. You know where I am if you ever want to talk.

If you're needing twos of everything, will you bring two friends with? And how will you EVER choose which two to bring? LOL

Queenie Jeannie said...

Big hugs and tons of prayers!!!!

I hope this period of rain, will give way soon to rainbows! It can happen!!! You know, when people stop being so stubborn!

Asshat had better bugger off! You have your sweet hubby and a new life. And gobs of friends too!

Hang tough and chin up!

Texas Gal said...

*hugs* You are strong. I've seen you make your way through hell and back. Hang in there hon and stay strong!


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